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heyyy!

yeahh i'm one of THOSE people...

i switched to Myspace!

sorrryyyy my fellow xanga-ers!

love you guys

www.myspace.com/mayrosececelia

go there! it's cooool

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Its a New Year..and im done with old friends and old people in my life that i can no longer rely on.

New Year means new oppurtunities. New loves. New friends. And New Discoveries. Im ready for whatever life throws at me and im completely done with trying to impres everyone. Im a senior in highschool and im sooo ready to be out of here. Say Goodbye to the Mayrose you use to know..I'm done being a pushover and i'm done with everyone trying to tell me what to do and how to live my life.

I want new things for my life. I want to be successful and i want to have a family. I love all of my friends..even the ones that let me down..but its time for me to stop worrying about everyone else. I cant forgive you anymore..I cant let you keep doing what you're doing..our friendship is over.

Anyone else...well dont leave comments unless they're absolutely wonderful and you have nothing negative to say. <3

Oh what a weekend..

Most of you already heard, but for those who havent i'll give you a recap..

Friday - schoooool was fine...then after school we went to eat and then brought it back to school to eat with the time (minus Ash) ....and then we had a game @ 6 @ Windsor..that went well up until about the 4th quarter. We were tied and i shot a threee ( i made itt haha ) but i came down on some girls foot and i completely messed my right ankle up. It hurt soo bad. I cried for about 5 minutes before they carried me off the court. Then some lady named Kathy came over, which i was very thankful for, and she helped me aide my foot. My sister and Dad took me to the ER and i had to get X-rays. Coach, Christian and Pat all came and stayed with me, my mom, my dad, my sister and my grandma until we got to leave at about 11. I had to get crutches and an air cast, apparently i sprained it really bad and pulled a few tendants. No gym for 10 days, which im not tooooo sad about haha.. but im out of bball for a couple weeks. But i plan on being in school tomorrow and i def plan on playing in the game December 13th, it's our first home game and being a senior, i really really want to play. So just pray for me.

Saturday - ohhh Saturday was not a good day. well i woke up at 5 AM..and felt really sick..and since i couldnt get up and runnn to the bathroom.. i ended up throwing up all over my bedroom floor.  (okay sorry, no more details)..well to make a disgusting story short..i ended up throwing up in plastic bags all day and my poor mom had to take care of me. I had a fever and i was puking and then on top of all that, my ankle throbbed. I didnt eat and i definetly couldnt sleep..So yeah, pray for strength.  It's amazing though, how you can be put into a terrible situtation, yet God places amazing people in your life that make your situation not too bad. Thank you, everyone who called me , i love you guys.

Sunday- welll sunday was a better day. i felt a lot better and i finally got an appetite back. soo thats good. Thanks again everyone who called me.

Monday- and that brings us to today... today was also better. My ankle however ..which i briefly forgot about b/c of my puky-ness..was very swollen and black and blue. But i thikn i'll be okay. I can apply pressure on it but i still cant turn it. I'll be in school tomorrow and i plan on staying for practice as well soo hopefully that will go well.

Thanks one more time to everyone who's been there. This has been a rather hard situation for me and you all have made it a little bit easier to stay positive. <3

welllllll don't really have too much to say about that last post but illl tell everyone whats been up lately...and whats going on in the future!

Well, first off it's been a reallly hard 2 dayss...school was just really stressful...theres a lot of diffferent situations going around..and it seems as though im letting them all get to me very quickly!..so if u get a chance..pray for mee okay!? thanksss

Let's see, this past weekend was the tournament...Girls Varsity got 2nd place..Sarah and i both had 10 points in the 1st game...Amber-4, Deb-6, Erika-6, and Ashlee-6..if thats wrong..orrrrr i missed someone let me know!...Sarah and I got All-stars!! hekk yess! . Guys had 1st place..Mike lead the score the for team..Shawn and Seth got All-Star..and Chris got MVP!
*Congratulations everyone..im so proud of you guys!

Saturday i got home around 9 and went to sleeeeeep. Sunday i went to Church, then went out to eat with the Little family..then went back to their house for a little while..then Me, Abby, Seth, Erika, Mike, CJ, Maggie and Kate went to a Hockey GAme @ Polar Cap...CF vs CV..CF won!!..Then Me, Erika, Kate, Jon, Seth and Mike went to Wendy's for dinner..and then we went to Applebee's for desert and played Scrabble for an hour and a half!! (haha okay okay sooo playing scrabble @ a restaurant is kind of corny...but it was wicked fun!!)..

Then yesterday i had practice 5-7 and today i had it 3-5 and i just got home a little while ago cuz i had to take Erika home.

I think tonight the guys and i are doing something..not sure what though..haha we never know what we're doing. Thanksgiving Thursday obviously...Not sure about the weeekend..except on Saturday i have to go to the school and frost all the cookies!

Then another glorious week of school...nnnnnn then two games in a row.....Friday- Leah Binghamton and Saturday Leah Syracuse....actually should be realllly good games for both teams soo i hope we all do excellent!

Well, i guess that's really about it...leave me some ENCOURAGING commments por favor! haha yay for spanish!

love you all,
*Mayrose

Currently Listening We Belong Together By Mariah Carey We Belong Together , Mayrose i Love you and we do belong together and om sorrrrrrrry see related

allright i dont know if may will be mad cause im writing in this but o well i have't to say it .

Mayrose i know i screwed up and im sorry , but i Love you and im willing to do what ever it takes to have you back,cause i really do Love you and i know what i said was stupid and i shouldn't of said it but i did and im sorry for that but i really do want to be with you cause it hurts nowing that your hangin with other people and im not there with you and knowing i cant hold your hand or just hold you or kiss you or anything , and i know you said you needed to think about it but mayrose it will kill me to lose you knowing i did something stupid and foolish to mess things up between use but please take me back .

once your Boyrfriend and hope to be again
Patrick